My biggest fear is failure. When I'm scared of messing up, procrastination provides an out. You can't fail what you never begin. Of course, you'll never succeed either. So which is the bigger failure?
I'm also scared of the unknown. I feel daunted by how much I don't know. So things like homework and personal projects heavily remind me of how small and pathetic I am.
I'm also scared of starting and not finishing. I hate not finishing things. That small perfectionist part of me dies a little every time I do.
What am I going to do about this? Procrastination is absolutely killing my ambition. Somehow I need to be more scared of procrastination than anything else. If left unchecked I think it will devour all my hopes and dreams; for me and my family. Hey, I think I just found my motivation.